a long winter

i feel like i've been in a long winter.

funny since i think winter just started at the end of december.

i think my seasons have just been off.

this time last year, everything was flowering and breezy, just like spring. but my summer was no summer and i feel like i've been in a winter for the 7 months with Indian summer days here and there.

and i like winter. but this is getting to be too much.

i need a mental and emotional overhaul obviously.

i was so much more composed in times gone by.

i think.

haha. but who knows?