a charmed world

i have not a thing to complain about when i can order bubble tea and have it delivered to the apartment.

yum.

so i have been feeling down for the last week or so. mainly b/c i've been breaking out in hives for no reason, my computer was playing mind games with me, the general anxiety of application stuff and waiting for interview notifications, feeling alone, feeling alone, and not sleeping in my bed.

i think this was all combined with a cynical view towards my life. and the thought that God was too busy with other things.

so i'm working on getting myself back on the up and up.

bear with me.