plans

no, not the dcfc album.

literally making them.

i have a lot to figure out. i had a mini-freak out thursday because although i might appear to know where i want to go for residency, i have no idea.

it's scary and exciting to have the whole country as an option. i thought for a bit i had someone to potentially consider in this process. which would have either made this decision easier or stressed me out even more.

i just don't know.

stay in nashville another year? go to only God know's where? what programs have what i want/need? how do i find out? what is most important?

east? west? AAAHHHHH!?

every step i take is either a step toward or away from a life that is currently shrouded in mystery.