love is all around?

everyone seems to be in love. or afraid of love.
but love as a theme is oozing out of every little pore in my world right now.

where am i? well, not in it. thats for sure. and i believe that for right now that is okay.

i reunited with silpa. and that was good. restoration is a glorious thing. and humanity is flawed. it's part of our allure. so we learn, tweak, and love again. i'm glad i'm learning all of this.

1/3 of the way through surgery. can't say i'm sad. well sad to leave the comfort of where i was, and trade it for the unknown yet again. or the known, but not nice known. haha. i won't be heartbroken to bid surgery adieu. i am just not a cutter. and that's that. and i don't have much of an ego. and i like my sleep. and my time. and my life.

new pet peeve discovered: virtual relationships. if we live in the same town, the internet is not or at least should not be the main means of communication. that's what a phone is for. to make dates and then meet in person. if someone disappears just because the internet is down or being avoided, then that's just not okay. communication isn't always easy, but it's necessary.

this day was so well needed. i'm very glad it is here. thank you Lord that it is. i needed a little nap a little office a little ezekiel a little of my ipod and a little blogging.

the change in the air i described at the beginning of the year is still here. something is coming and i don't know what it is. hmmm. still.

but you know what?

God's love will never change.